So I've ranted on about brother feels and blah blah before and "someone" thought I should do my own chat with Thor & Loki feels but with my own ideas that I had before. So, uh, I frostiron'd them and .... here :) Enjoy XD <3
- Loki: *Lying on one side, staring at the ground just before him.*
- Thor: *He's laying just opposite, breathing raggedly, his legs still trapped under the ground.*
- Loki: *He sighs, closing his eyes.*
- Thor: *Quietly.* ... They will find us.
- Loki:
- Thor: ... We can already hear them looking, they will find us.
- Loki: *He coughs, trying to shift but the rocks atop him weigh him completely down.* ... They've more important matters to attend to Thor. ... No one will even know we're missing until it all has died down. We're - *He coughs again, choking on his own breath.* We're only -
- Thor: Loki, stop it. ... don't talk.
- Loki: And why no -
- Thor: ... Just - they will be here soon. In an hour or more, they'll come ...
- Loki: *Sighs.* No ... *He shakes his head, slowly.* ... they won't ...
- Thor: *Insistent.* They /will/.
- Loki: .... Thor ...
- Thor: ... And /you/ will stay /alive/ until then ...
- Loki: *He laughs weakly.* .... Yes, sire.
- Thor: Loki -
- Loki: ..... Your every .... wish is my command ...
- Thor: *Softly.* ... Don't talk, Loki. Save your breath.
- : *Silence passes for a while.*
- : *More voices are heard, sword clashes and fights. The battle above still continues while they suffocate below.*
- Thor: *He again tries to pull his legs free but every shift brings the rocks closer.*
- Loki: *He cries out when his arm is crushed even more by falling debris.*
- Thor: *Snapping his head up at the shout.* Loki - !
- Loki: ... /ah/ ....
- Thor: ... Loki? Loki are you we -
- Loki: I'm fine, Thor. ... Fine.
- Thor: I - *He swallows, freezing when another rock moves.* ... I'm sorry. I will not move any more than this now. ... I - are you well?
- Loki: *Hissing at the pain in his arm.* ... No worse than I was three hours ago ....
- Thor: *He sighs, knocking his head back in frustration.* They should be /here/ by now ...
- Loki: *Looking at him.* ... Please don't try shouting again. No one will hear you from down here and I'd rather die in peace, not with headache.
- Thor: *Glaring at him.* .... You will not "/die/" here, brother. I refuse to let you.
- Loki: ... Well, you're not exactly doing a - *He groans.* ... a satisfactory job of that ... are you.
- Thor: ... Stay still. Don't move more than you've need to. I /will/ get you out of here yet brother. I am not hurt as much as you and if I can get my legs free then I -
- Loki: Do you think he thinks of me?
- Thor: *He pauses.*
- : *Silence.*
- Loki: *Softly, looking at the ground.* ... Sometimes I wonder. ... If he ever does.
- Thor: *He doesn't need to guess who he's talking about.*
- Loki: *Bitterly, but the pain in his voice takes the sting out of it and he ends up sounding mournful.* ... Sometimes I even wonder if he ever even loved me ...
- Thor: *Stares at him.*
- Loki: *His face is pale and waxen now.*
- Thor: ... He did ...
- Loki: *Unconvinced.* ... Mm.
- Thor: *Trying to reach for him.* .... Loki ... He -
- Loki: He left me.
- : *Pause.*
- Loki: Without so much as a word.
- Thor: *He sighs, looking away.*
- Loki: *His voice breaks and he tries to hide it as pain instead.* ... If he "/loved/" me .... then why did he leave like that ... ?
- Thor:
- Loki: .... he just - *He coughs, deep from the chest this time and he looks pained.* .... /went/.
- Thor: *He watches him, worried.*
- Loki:
- Thor: *Softly.* ... You scared him ...
- Loki: *Swallows.* .... I didn't mean to.
- Thor: *Gently.* I know. ... And ..... /he/ knows this as well ...
- Loki: *He scoffs.*
- Thor: But that does not change what you did, Loki ...
- Loki: I only ever -
- Thor: ... He cares for you brother. Truly.
- Loki: How -
- Thor: ... I have heard it from him himself.
- Loki: *He clenches his jaw, biting the inside of his cheek.*
- Thor: ... When he is ready .... he will be back for you.
- Loki: *He looks down.*
- Thor:
- Loki: ... And if I'm not there to see him ... ?
- Thor: *Tensing.* .... You will be.
- Loki: Thor -
- Thor: Loki, I /swear/ it, you /will/ be here to see him ...
- Loki: /But/ .... /if/ I am not ... If I do become -
- Thor: ... Loki ... you listen to me -
- Loki: ... You tell him from me. ... Tell him that he was my last thought ...
- Thor:
- Loki: Please. ... Tell him -
- Thor: Loki -
- Loki: *His voice getting quieter, softer.* .... Tell him that my last memory of us ....
- Thor:
- Loki: ... Of us. ... My last memory ... it was the last thing I ...
- Thor:
- Loki: *His eyes droop.*
- Thor: *Worried.* .... Loki ... ?
- Loki: *Slurring.* .... The last thing I ever wished ...
- Thor: *He struggles to reach over, to touch his brother.* /Loki/! Loki, listen to me, you -
- Loki: .... the last thing I ever wished to think of ....
- Thor:
- Loki: *Whispers, closing his eyes.* ... /Tony/ ...
- Thor: Loki, please -
- Loki: Tell him from me Thor.
- Thor: *He grits his teeth, trying to tug his legs free, ignoring how his bones grind together under the rocks.* ... /Loki/ ....
- Loki: *Murmurs.* .... Tell him ....
Over all the millennia, only you have ever loved me, Thor. Only you have ever looked at me with affection in place of condescension. Why then, am I killing you and not the others? Because you stopped.
- Loki Laufeyson [Loki Vol. 1, Part 4.]
Thinking about you and hearing us talking
And all the things I should have said
Echo now, inside my head
I reach for you
I reach in vain
(Fuente: gallicka)
For there is no thing in all creation that can exist without its opposite
(Fuente: toomanylokifeels)
“How dare you,” Thor repeated, the words rattled harsh into his hair. His words wavered thickly, more and more choked as he went on. “Accuse me of anything else—of ignorance, arrogance, cruelty, whatever bitter thing your mind may conjure up—but by all the stars in the Gatekeeper’s eyes, never tell me that I do not love you. Such a filthy lie cannot be made sweet even by your tongue.”
Inspired by the WIP masterpiece Bloodflow (x)
(Fuente: hiddlesworthing)
